don't know what it is, but i just can't seem to shake this funk i've been going through. not even sure what it is. my moods have been all over the place (although most of the time i would say they fall into the sad, upset, uneasy categories) and i have been sleeping for obscene amounts of time. i feel like i could just stay in bed for weeks. maybe i'm overwhelmed by everything that's going on. i mean, i'm about to graduate and i still don't really know what's next in life. and this guy. i don't know what's going on with him. i mean i really, really like him. i think i can almost say love. almost. i feel like i found something special with him. but i'm scared shitless. i did not want to get all wrapped up in someone again. this wasn't part of the plan. he's making me rethinkink all of my plans. but the thing is that, if asked, i don't think he would be willing to change his plans for me. blaah...and who knows what's going on after all of this b.s. last night. i dunno. i gotta get myself out of this. for the past couple of days i set my alarm for 7 and have stayed in bed till 10. that's a problem. i don't have time for all of this.