about to give up if things don't change soon. that is all.

feelin ' some kinda way...

not sure why, but i seem to go through these stages when i'm just really feelin' some kinda way. i just feel sorta down and bummed out. i'm bummed out about not going to silver lake this weekend. i'm not sure what to do about this dude situation. i try to be patient, but sometimes... i dunno, i just can't afford to get my heart broken again. i'd almost rather cut shit off before that's even possible. i'm worn out from working so much and as a result i haven't been working out or studying. which makes me feel shitty about life. i just feel real disconnected from everybody and everything right now. and it sucks.