it's kind of scary. i really like him. he's been over the past 2 nights and it's been so great. not just because the sex is amazing (which, btw, it is), but because i just truly enjoy being around him. when we're cuddled up on the couch watching movies and he's got his arms wrapped around me, it's hard to stop smiling. and waking up in his arms, for me right now, it doesn't get much better. but this shit is scary. i didn't want to fall for somebody again. this was so not in my plans.